Thursday, August 25, 2011

first blog

Hey, my cousin started a blog when she up and left ND to go to Boston and I thought what a great idea! I wanna do one... so here I am. Today I got to take my 3 year old daughter school shopping. She starts headstart in a few days. This was very exciting to me as I missed out on this opportunity with my first born who is now 8 and lives in MN with her dad. I also have a son who will be turning 1 in a few weeks. THREE is enough for me. I am trying to pinch pennies to make it in this life with my husband and give the 3 kids the best life (college education hopefully) we can. Parenting is difficult. I thought it was really rough being a single mother and I whined constantly and played the sad record for myself...  threw myself huge pity parties which eventually became the end to my whining about being a parent and wondering what I need to do to get her back FT... and that journey continues. I met my husband years ago and we will have another wedding anniversary coming up in September. Being a stay at home mom ( due to an injury) is the toughest job... when you do your job. Discipline and rewards and teaching morals, values, self respect, honor and loyalty and trust etc.... is/was pretty hard to teach myself much less these little human beings that look up to mommies and daddies and trust that you are doing the best for them.. NO PRESSURE, right? HA! I am probably going a bit over the top with details but I am not really sure how to blog, if there is any proper blogging etiquette that I need to be following errrr what? but ummm whatever

Thank you for reading